Maybe I'm too emotionally invested.
Maybe I'm crazy. Maybe I'm hopeless.
Like a penny with a hole in it.
I am in love. That's what it is. Love.
With someone who loves me.
But because of our cultural differences, he has set up this emotional barrier. A Chinese wall. So that WHEN we break it off (not IF, but WHEN), it won't hurt as much because we both knew this point would come.
Knowing this I still went all in. I put all my emotional eggs in this emotional basket and the thought of them breaking makes me want to die.
I can't live without him. I don't want to. I will be less of a person without him because he will take half of me when he leaves.
I can't face that moment.
Prepare all you want for the storm, it doesn't mean it will rain less.
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