I just wanted to be alone tonight.
I don't want my shitty mood or my crappy attitude about everything to piss anyone off.
But being alone...is lonely.
Nothing to do but change the way I'm laying in bed, stare at the walls, halfway listen to the TV in a dark room.
The Internet isn't entertaining me. Nothing work shopping for online. I'm just bored.
This is what I wanted though.
It's like when you get exactly what you wanted and realize you didn't want it at all.
Fucking confused & hopeless
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